Let It Be

I’m scared as hell to want you,

but here I am wanting you anyway,

and fear means I have something

to lose, right? And I don’t want to lose you.

I had to learn the hard way that

some people walk  into our lives

and physically walk out, but they

never really leave. You complete me.

Really, you do. You can make me smile

even when I’m in my worst mood. It’s

only in your arms that I forget all my

troubles and I have complete happiness.

And you’re the only one who can fill that

gap in my heart, the space that has come

to know you… that place that knows 

you’re the only one for me, that 

gap that will accept no one but you.

Fear less, hope more. Whine less,

breathe more. Talk less, say more.

Hate less, love more- and 

all good things will come.

I’ve noticed a girl is only

 happy when a man does 

the simplest things to make her smile.

With love, you should go ahead

 and take the risk of getting 

hurt because love is an amazing feeling.

She’s never been one to wait around. 

She’s always moving and dancing

and running. But for some reason, 

with him, she’s patient. She’ll wait. 

She’ll wait for nobody, and 

nothing else, except him.

There’s a story behind every person. 

There’s a reason why they’re the way

 they are. They aren’t just like that 

because they want to. Something 

in the past created them, and 

sometimes it’s impossible to fix.

I have so much to give to you. So 

much love and heart and soul. 

So much caring. Everything that 

I have in me. I am not an empty 

vessel. I am brimming with passion 

and smiles and stories and pictures 

and romance. I want to break it, 

everything inside of me, into a 

million tiny pieces and wrap them 

up and give you one every day until 

you have all of them. All of me.

I feel lonely every single day 

of my life, but I’m ashamed 

to admit that to the people 

who love me.

I’ve learned that no matter the 

consequences, those who are 

honest with themselves, get farther in life.

It’s so hard to believe how much 

can change in a year. This time

last year things were completely 

different. I was completely different.

Happiness is the consequence of personal 

effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon 

it, and sometimes even travel around the world 

looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly 

in the manifestations of your own blessings. 

And once you have achieved a state of happiness, 

you must never become lax about maintaining it. 

You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming 

upward into that happiness forever,

 to stay afloat on top of it.

For the first time in my

 life, I have people respecting 

me. Please, don’t ask me

 to give it up.

I do what all women do.

 I think. I blame myself. I marinate

 in my failure. I hate myself sometimes. 

Sometimes I cry. More often I

 stare at the ceiling and

 wonder what the

hell is wrong with me

Peace. It does not mean to be in 

a place where there is no trouble, 

noise, or hard work. It means to be 

in the midst of those things and 

still be calm in your heart.

ZOLA ZOLA ZOLA ZOLA ZOLA ZOLA

angelbrother:

(Source: deanforsam, via borrowedheavenx)